First, if you have never read Katie's Blog then I highly suggest you stop doing whatever you are doing right now and go read it. Katie is an AMAZING woman of Christ. She is truly working for Him and glorifying Him in all she does. Second, if you have read it well then you already know what she said last week, but I found it very powerful and wanted to share.
So, Katie says,
"But I remember when I wasn’t ready to move to Uganda. I remember when I wasn’t ready to kiss the people I loved the most goodbye. I remember when I didn’t have enough money to start a ministry, and I remember when I wasn’t old enough to be a mother, and I remember when I didn’t know how to parent. I remember when I couldn’t cook for fifteen people and when I didn’t want to share my house and my things and my life with sick people and addicts. I remember when I was afraid of the slum community that now holds hundreds of friends and when I was terrified that my daughter would never walk and when I was scared that we would never heal after tragic loss. And I remember that never, not once, was I really as ready as I wanted to be. And I remember that God kept all His promises, every last one, in His perfect time.
This new season looms and I don’t know what is next. But He doesn’t need me to be ready for this season because He is ready. He just needs me to be clinging to His feet.
Now, God’s perfect time."
What are you not ready for? Or, what are ready for?
I am not ready to leave my family after a long break. I am not ready for classes to start back after a weekend. I am ready to graduate from college. I am ready to have a career. I am ready to get married and have a family.
Or am I? I think I am ready. Or I think I'm not ready. But as God shows me time and time again, it is up to Him. This is His plan, not mine. God places things in our lives for perfect timing and perfect reasoning. Yes, I said perfect. He is perfect in all ways. He is all knowing.
Last night, at church we talked about wisdom and how everything is meaningless. God is not required to give us meaning or explanation. The more wisdom you have the more ignorant you are. Nothing has meaning, everything is meaningless. God gives us things that we enjoy to spread His word and His love. God does not give us things we enjoy for satisfaction. All things are for His glory.
"What is crooked cannot be straightened;
what is lacking cannot be counted."
-Ecclesiastes 1:15
"For with much wisdom, comes much sorrow;
the more knowledge, the more grief."
-Ecclesiastes 1:18
"I denied myself nothing my eyes desired;
I refused my heart no pleasure.
My heart took delight in all labor,
and this was the reward for all my toil.
Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done
and what I had toiled to achieve,
everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind;
nothing was gained under the sun."
-Ecclesiastes 2:10-11
everyone have a great week!
peace. and. blessings.